Sunday, February 19, 2012

Just checking in

Boy, I'm a little disappointed in myself.  I've spent more time reading blogs than actually writing a blog.  I'm sure it has to do with the fact that I have no life.  Yep, I said NO life.  Just kids, school, work, cleaning, housework, more housework, sicknesses, laundry, church, and

I wish I had something super important to share, but at this point I'm just happy to be "living."  I've gone through some changes in life and have just been busy trying to adjust.

Valentine's day came and went already.  I received a delicious bouquet of roses from hubby.  I wanted to share a picture of them with you, but I missed my opportunity as now they are starting to droop.  But boy, were they beautious.  I hope you received a little love for v-day.

One thing I want to say and I won't get into it in this post (maybe another day), is that there are a lot of lonely people in this world.  God has really been showing this to me and I hope to really start spreading the love.

Love to those who need it.  And believe me, e.v.e.r.y.o.n.e. needs it.  I have found that most of the women I know feel like they don't have friends.  Sad isn't it?  Well, I am one of them.  Women whom I thought were loaded in the friends department feel as if they have no-one.  Well, not no-one, just that one true friend to call up and share their life with.

Well, I'm gonna do it.  I'm gonna put myself out there and be their friend.  Let the walls come down, open myself up for hurt, rejection, gossip, and (hopefully) support, guidance, wisdom and ultimately love!!

One thing I have found is that I don't really know how to be a friend.  You know, the more than just an acquaintace "how are you doing?", "what's new with you?" kind of friend.  I am going to have to figure it out as I go.  I guess I have nothing to lose right?

Well, we'll see.  Thanks for letting me share.

1 comment:

  1. This is good. Thanks for your's a good place to start, so I've heard.

    All that you shared I can so relate. 100%.

    I feel so much the exact same way...and I know that the majority of it is that I don't go deep enough in real life. It's hurtful...all around. Speaking of real life... have you heard about in (RL)? Through (in)Courage? It looks and sounds really great... I just wish there was one right here - local. The thing is I might be on a road trip around those dates. Down to VA and TN to visit Mitzi.

    So. Do you want to be friends? heehee.